For my Imprint BNHA AU 😀
Sooo, after the USJ Attack Izuku wakes up thanks to his healing quirk far too early and is not only confused but scared, the last thing he remembers being attacked by his older brother and Aizawa moitonless on the floor in a puddle of his own blood. Of course he panics when hands grip him and try to tend to his wounds. He almost succesfully bites the medical staff before Hizashi arrives and tries to calm him down. They manage to sedate him for a short while, his body working overtime to heal and keep him going.
After that, Izuku gets awefully quiet, reverts to his old snappy self and almost physically fights Yagi and the police when they ask what happened. He doesn’t talk and lashes out at everything. Hizashi guides him through at least one full blown panic attack, before Izuku finds out where Aizawas room is and just sits down right across from it.
He is refusing to eat, sleep or even move away from the hospital door.
Even when Recovery-Girl gives him the green light to come in and see for himself that Aizawa is fine, they had to work on him a lot and he’s still sleeping but he’s alive and will be fine in a few weeks – he doesnt move. A few people try and coax him into changing his destroied hoodie, get him something to eat or talk to him, only to be ignored. At the end they take turns in sitting next to him and watching over him.
Meanwhile Izuku is so far inside his head, he can’t feel anything. All he sees is Aizawa being squashed by the nemu in slow-motion while he coulnd’t do anything. He hears the screams, the sudden silence, replays every scene and tries to find a way how it could have been prevented. What should he have done different? How could he have saved the person that let him inside his home, listened to him, cared for him… It was all his fault. The broken arms, the messed up face, the almost death…
It takes two days for Aizawa to wake up.
Izuku sees the door open, Recovery-Girls exhausted but relieved smile and hears Present Mics unusal quiet voice. Aizawa answers equally quiet.
Izuku panics, scrambles to his feet and wants to run off, suddenly not ready to face his guardian, reality coming back sharp and bright, but Aizawas voice, rough and dry stops him in his tracks.
“Midoriya.”
He sounds exhausted, commanding and a little bit far away. Izuku flinches, doesnt meet Recovery-Girls eyes and definitely doesnt dare look through the open door. Suddenly he desperately wants to vanish and never come back, his blood draining from his face, following his stomach through the floor. What if Aizawa hated him now? What if he realized everything had been his fault? What if-
“Get in here.”
Izuku shakily takes a breath and walks into the room.
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